we love who we love

it is becoming
clearer to me now
as time goes on
and I make
the same mistakes
we don't get to choose
who we love in this life
we just do and then
try to replace
the pieces they take

my salvation

don't pray for the salvation
of my soul
wondering where I'll go
when I die
rather
pray for my salvation
from you
for I have loved you
for a while now
and cannot for
the love of God
understand why